A Reusable Shopping Bag

I think I might have experienced a minor epiphany today. In something as trivial as stuffing a few more reusable shopping bags into a bag we use to hold them.

Today, the holding bag was full… in fact, it was overfull.

I had to stuff quite hard to fit all the reusable bags in. After some generous stuffing… I made them fit. But something inside tweaked me for a second.

This was supposed to be a “green” solution to the mountains of plastic bags wasted every day. These mesh bags were supposed to be the answer. Save the planet! Bring a reusable bag.

And yet, here I was (albeit more slowly) collecting another mountain of bags. It was on odd observation… so odd that I felt compelled to wander back to my computer and Tweet it:

I’m positive there’s some sort of irony when you realize you’re drowning in reusable grocery bags…

The irony is that simply changing your shopping bags doesn’t address the real issue of rampant consumption – which is essentially how our entire society is structured. We have to buy things to keep our society humming. If I stop buying things, it puts people out of jobs. The Machine stops running. And if the Machine stops running… what’s the alternative?

No one really knows.

The only thing most people are starting to realize is that the Machine is no longer working.

A few hours after my intimate moment with the shopping bags, I came across a link posted by a friend from the book “The Ascent of Humanity.” Intrigued, I read the introduction…and lo and behold, I came across this passage:

Words like “high-tech” and “modern” lose their cachet as a multiplicity of crises converge upon our planet. If we are fortunate, we might, for a time, prevent these crises from invading our personal lives.

Yet as the environment continues to deteriorate, as job security evaporates, as the international situation worsens, as new incurable diseases appear, as the pace of change accelerates, it seems impossible to rest at ease.

The world grows more competitive, more dangerous, less hospitable to easy living, and security comes with greater and greater effort. And even when temporary security is won, a latent anxiety lurks within the fortress walls, a mute unease in the background of modern life. It pervades technological society, and only intensifies as the pace of technology quickens.

We begin to grow hopeless as our solutions—new technologies, new laws, more education, trying harder—only seem to worsen our problems. For many activists, hopelessness gives way to despair as, despite their best efforts, catastrophe looms ever closer.

This book explains why trying harder can never work. Our “best efforts” are grounded in the same mode of being that is responsible for the crisis in the first place.

As Audre Lord put it, “The master’s tools will never dismantle the master’s house.”

Soon, though, this mode of being will come to an end, to be replaced by a profoundly different understanding of the self, and a profoundly different relationship between human and nature. This book is about the gathering revolution in human beingness.

In Universe terms…that’s what’s called a “Booyah Grandma.”

Needless to say, I ordered the book.

P.S. I realized after writing this that perhaps finding inspiration from a shopping bag is not so strange after all.

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A Modest Goal

Muir Park
Photo: Muir park, San Fran

Our goals in the practice of non-attainment may be quite modest – to be present in each moment’s sensation, perception, feeling, thought. We stop looking for some other moment.

It is wonderful to explore and continue turning the question of “who am I?” or “what is this life?” so that we are simply open to what it means to be alive – to be in a body.

And if we really don’t know, which we don’t, then the searching, the wandering, the questioning, the never-arriving, is a wonderfully liberating way to live.

- Katherine Thanas

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All The Ladies Of The World, And Other Media Mentions

Last weekend, Sean and I scheduled a photo shoot with the talented Nordica Photography.

With the impending release of the One Week Job book and doc, we felt it necessary to get professional photos done for journalists and bloggers to write about our story. (The previous photos are almost 2 years out of date now).

In a mind-bending bit of post-modern filmmaking, I shot the photographers as they shot us:

Also, the past week I inadvertently managed to appear in a variety of other news stories: from my Survivor mention in TV Week, to my thoughts on high-tech stress in The Province.

And finally, myself (or more accurately, my beard) were featured in a hilarious post for SoSauce ‘Adventures of Bearded Travelers.

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The Wind or the Sun?

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Photo: akakumo

In 2004, I learned our society was in serious trouble. I’d wandered onto Life After the Oil Crash, which aptly opens with the line:

Civilization as we know it is coming to an end soon.

The site chronicles peak oil and the ensuing economic downfall that will have us all in mud huts, throwing rocks at each other before we know it.

My first reaction was disbelief. I was in shock…how could the world I know suddenly end? It wasn’t possible. As I read deeper into the site, the possibility became less far-fetched. My second reaction was despair, with a healthy dose of denial. I wanted to keep my lifestyle. I didn’t want to change.

Eventually, I became angry. How could humanity be so stupid? Which is another way of saying, why am I the only intelligent being on this planet?

I wanted other people to know how stupid they were. I wanted to shake people on the streets, send them damning articles of their gross consumption, and try to wake these sheep up from their slumber.

But a funny thing happened.

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Less Certainty, More Fun, And Other Resolutions For 2010

Ray of light.

This is a bit late in coming, but like most things… it was put off until the right time.

Last year, I wrote my resolutions for 2009. Looking back on them, I realize I actually did a pretty good job.

  • I attended Burning Man.
  • I spoke some (passable) Spanish in Colombia.
  • I spent 3 weeks working with the crew of Word Travels.
  • I managed to do a fair amount of yoga (my wife, on the other hand, became a yoga teacher).

On top of these, I was spent 3 weeks on the Big Island of Hawaii with a friend and Taoist teacher.

One of the biggest events that hasn’t come to pass is the launch of the One Week Job documentary. Circumstances conspired to push the process into this year, but fortunately, the final phase of the film is about to get underway.

The biggest lesson I learned this year:

Humble introductions lead to unlimited (and unknown) opportunities.

Basically, I reaffirmed that we have an impact on people, places, and things that extend far beyond the scope of our own lives – and the best way to navigate this sea of potential is…to be aware. Every moment counts.

Which leads me to my resolutions for 2010! Here they are, in no particular order:

  • Finally complete the One Week Job documentary.
  • Push even more momentum into the Matador Network.
  • Attend two weddings: one in Mexico, the other in Cuba.
  • Celebrate family and friendship (not only during the holidays).
  • Further develop my own personal Tao.

In truth…that’s all I got right now. There are so many things in the works right now, it’s impossible to predict where the road will lead.

And that’s most of the fun…

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The Enlightenment Business

Tears of the Buddha.

Maybe you’ve felt it – or read it. Or perhaps even seen it.

There’s a growing global sense that a worldwide shift is coming. While some link this shift with such apocalyptic events like 2012 or The Rapture, the more subtle listeners know the real shift is in consciousness.

While the New-Agers have been singing about the Age of Aquarius for awhile, they haven’t been as clear on how or why it’s happening.

It could be the speed at which information flows through the web, and the hyper inter-connectivity provided through social media networks. Traditional gatekeepers have lost their grip on topics like work and morality.

More and more people are becoming restless. They’re not content with their current jobs, lives, religion, and relationships. They’re waking up to the fact that things aren’t working. They’re discovering the deeper questions that whisper from their inner voice.

Ironically, the pain of the current recession rippling through our economic system has likely provided unintended motivation to speed this process along. After all, if enough people are handed lemons, they learn to make lemonade.

Does this mean the golden age is coming? That war will cease, neighbours will embrace, and celebrity magazines will disappear off the racks?

On the contrary… the transition will be far from smooth. And the uncertainty will be capitalized on by the growing behemoth that some call “The Enlightenment Business.”

As more people start asking bigger questions about the universe, more gurus will appear to fill the demand. Some will be reputable, many will not.

Osho, speaking over 30 years ago, described how this process works:

Very cunning people have been exploiting humanity. They teach what to ask, and then they give you the answer. If you ask the right question, they will supply the right answer. And both are bogus because the question has been taught by them and then you ask it. And they teach you only questions which they can answer.

So the game goes on very well, perfectly well.

How can you discern what is a right question to ask? Osho is clear:

Never ask a theological question, because that is borrowed. Find out existential questions, find out where your difficulty is, find out your own problems. Problems are individual, they are not a universal phenomenon.

Remember that if a problem is individual, it can be solved – because it is true. If you have borrowed it from tradition, society, or somebody else, it can never be answered because it was not your problem in the first place.

What do you think about the enlightenment business? Share your thoughts in the comments!

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The Art Of Doing Nothing

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I have a problem…and admitting it is the first step.

I have a problem doing nothing.

It’s not as bad as some people I’ve met. These are the people who literally do six things at once. If you try to have a coffee with them, they can’t keep their fingers from wandering onto their Blackberry keys, glancing off in other directions, or maintaining a single thread of conversation.

Myself, on the other hand, is the type who has a constant need to feel productive.

If my days were structured into clear 9-5 work hours, it would be easier. Yet since I work for myself, I’m free to set my own hours…which is another way of saying: it’s always time for work.

Try this: sit quietly on your couch, with no music, no tv, no distractions. Just sit there and notice what it feels like.

I’m not talking about meditation…which technically, is still doing something. Or put another way, meditation is deliberately doing nothing.

Back to the couch.

For me, a few minutes into the experiment, my mind will wander to all the tasks that are not being completed: I could write another blog post. Vacuum the apartment. Clean the dishes. Make the bed. Get rid of old books. Pretend to play the piano. Check Facebook again. The list goes on.

My mind has difficulty accepting that it’s okay to do nothing.

In fact, it can be far more effective in some situations to do nothing. This wisdom is illustrated in Taoism by the concept of wu wei.

Pamela Ball writes in “The Essence of Tao”:

In order to experience true emptiness it is more correct to think of wu wei as the space in which things happen. No action need be taken and we can rest quietly awaiting events. On a personal level this means that we are open to any experience, any happening, any adjustment that occurs from within ourselves.

By doing nothing we allow a situation to flow of its own accord. We allow ourselves to unfold naturally, without forcing an imposed belief that all moments need to be diced, tagged, and justified.

In short, we experience the beauty of doing nothing.

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Portrait Of A Travel Writer

To help spread the word about MatadorU, the online travel writing school, I’m producing a video series celebrating the life of travel writers.

The first profile features Robin Esrock, gonzo journalist and host of the tv show Word Travels.

It was a fun shoot, basically walking around Vancouver haunts like Commercial Drive, Granville Island, English Bay and of course, Stanley Park. The vibe is meant to be casual, just like you’re meeting the writer for coffee and walk around the neighborhood.

Hope you like it!

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